One whole month to myself. The escape from dreaded school, the escape from bearing with all the crap that I receive and the escape from just everything.
And then again, I will treasure this June Holidays a lot. After it passes I’ll probably be yet another lonely girl again. Sister brother will be down for exams and tests, the other one I don’t feel like mentioning, and everyone has to start mugging too.
After that will probably be another dreaded year, and once again they have to be busy again. 2 more years, and it will be my turn to be busy again (Year 4). When will I finally be free, and when will I ever have the chance again?
Being away from all those dreaded troubles, spending all my days at home is definitely boring. Only with some obstacles and challenges will you be able to grow up and have fun, you may say. But nah, I’ll choose the peaceful way. I’ll choose to stay at home and rot for one entire month than to be anyway near school. That excludes NCC activities because I truly enjoy them.
It’s funny how I used to enjoy school. It’s funny how my classmates enjoy school so much. And yet I don’t. Perhaps it is just me but a tinge of loneliness is always brought up whenever the name ‘school’ is mentioned to me. I’m not used to that, definitely. It’s not that I loathe school entirely, and it’s not that I loathe RVHS. I can’t adjust. Even after 6 months. How funny.
Truly luv RVNCC, the main thing that keeps me going, something that makes me look forward to Tuesdays and Fridays. Something that I feel secure during, something I feel at home at… It may be tough and tiring but sure, there’s just this unexplainable fun in it. With all the great friends that I can make. Suffering with them,
crying with them, the joy of meeting them unexpectedly in school. The image of them is just too perfect to me.
Have never regretted putting NCC as my UG choice, and will never. 😀
And nah plz be clarified this is not an emo post but I r just emphasizing on the luv I have for RVNCCAlpha (last line of previous post) 😀 Oh ya I post vry weirdly nowadayz. Like my Internet language is vry vry weird so juz bear with it LOL I haz been learning many new words. Okay this totally broke the “emo” my previous post sia.
Cya gotta eat dinner.
Isn’t it so horrible when you and only you work so hard for something only to let the credit be taken away by someone in the end?
I wish I had more rights for everything. I wish I had the power to stop them, and scold that person. But nah, everything’s just impossible.