Monthly Archives: September 2011

TGIF

Ooooh look it’s Friday again.

Not that it ends off very well anyway. I’ll probably have to spend the weekend mugging my head off for Physics and Math once again. Okay, my fault my fault for failing my past term test so badly. I’l just have to work harder to pull up my socks from there. Isn’t that how life works, anyway?

Oh well but my my I’m glad those English and Chinese essays are over, at least I won’t have to worry much about my languages anymore, even though it’s likely gna drop. Cmon, getting an A for both languages? You’ve got to be kidding me. People laugh at the standards of both my languages -.-

//addicted to the new 8pm and 9pm drama ahahaha that takes away 2hour of my revision time on a regular basis…but the show is nice! Can’t help it ๐Ÿ™‚ but a little too late to watch the 8pm drama because it’s ending soon. Like I started watching only at Episode 11/12?!?! Aww its kay I’ll catch up after my exams end which will be in 11 days time. My lovely register number ๐Ÿ˜€ soon soon soon!

Anyway the 2nd time this is happening sigh. I’ve seen the consequences and the process and it’s gonna be so hard for me to face it myself if it were me… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ truly hope it’ll never happen to me. I trust you, alright?

Okay time to sleep (and eat?) And subsequently I’ll have to mug for Math on Monday already. Thankfully I’m exempted from Geog or someone can just kill me from all the memorising now. Phew. Hard work memorising crapcool stuff about rivers and landforms…. the late night spent vetting our reports and projects definitely had not gone to waste ๐Ÿ™‚ whee borderline A1* hahaha.

Almost had the urge to talk about FSD Experience for CL Paper 1 today. Before I realised… “็ปˆไบŽๆˆๅŠŸไบ†” was not appropriate at all, yes I’m still regretting. It could have been avoided, I still can recall the exact scene in my mind. Just because I made that stupid mistake…. Everything went to waste. Sigh…. Why? This is seriously a lifetime regret :/ Nevermind, like what I wrote in my ๆŠฅ็ซ ๆŠฅ้“ today, “ๅทฒ็ปๅคช่ฟŸไบ†๏ผŒๆฒกๆœ‰ๆœบไผšๆ”นๅ˜ไบ‹ๅฎžไบ†” ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Feeling like a dog recently

Lying on my bed now as I’m typing this, sounds quite comfortable actually. But the very reason why I have to do this is simply because my computer of 5 years is dead -_- and I have no other sources to use… Besides my snail laptop which is even slower than my phone.

So yup, here I am on my phone and disturbing my maid and sister by jamming my keys loudly when they’re sleeping soundly beside me.

Recently I’ve been feeling extremely lifeless, especially now that my computer is dead. I don’t even want to log on to Facebook with my phone anymore, because it’s simply too boring. I’ve totally cut myself off from most social networks just to study.

But seriously why am I working so hard? Part of it is actually attributed to my own pride. I honestly value competitiveness. It’s definitely not just about personal achievement. Isn’t that the reason why I’m so influenced by peer pressure? I probably became afraid receiving 15/40 and 14/30, when other people around me were scoring As. I can’t be the worst. I can’t let that happen again. But it’s so mindblowing…

But at the end I know all my efforts will pay off…. I hope? Especially for Physics. Whenever I encounter a Moments question my head seems to just blow and…. Blank out. And the feeling I get once again is like “I understood this question just now but what the heck is this again?!”

Sigh Physics. But it’s not like I can regret at this juncture.

But of course, positivity ftw. When I finally solve a Trigo question after so long, and when I calculate retarded things like tension correctly, you can actually see me screaming to my paper ๐Ÿ˜€ because it hardly happens! Too over-reliant on answer key and solutions that I forgot how it is like to do something without knowing the answers…

And not forgetting, people in my life ๐Ÿ˜€ all the awesome people in my life. My true friends, you guys are the besttt ๐Ÿ˜‰ sometimes I feel so blessed heh why am I so lucky.

…But midway through studying ill just think how much my life sucks. Sigh. Ironical much.

Ooh wow this is quite a long post I made with my phone. Till then ~ I don’t know when I’ll have the patience to create another blog post with my phone again.

ไธๆ˜ฏๆ•…ๆ„็š„

I’m truly so sorry omg D: I think I suck as a friend so much lolol. You have helped me countless times no matter what, it’s not that I don’t appreciate them but I really have no idea how to return the favour ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

And I just keep asking for more omg D:

So sorry I swear I’m not using you ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Wah lao felt so bad man what’s this D: ่ฏทไธ่ฆ้“ๆญ‰ไฝ ๅคชๅฅฝไบ† URGH YOU MAKE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE @#$#@%$#^%#&*&$

//shall go back to Physics ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I’m so sorry, omg this is making me feel damn bad

Thank you so much.

It’s Sunday.

I’m ready for another tiring week ahead. Sigh.

Soon all this will be over and I know I’ll be extremely proud of myself for having survived/done all this in this timeframe ๐Ÿ™‚

Jiayou Huiping~

Oh, it’s 9.46pm.
It’s time for bed ๐Ÿ™‚

Mugger lifestyle

Tired of mugging.

Seriously even after a week ๐Ÿ˜ฆ What happened to my stamina! Sigh I gotta hold on or else I’m going to flunk my exams like never before…. I’m so afraid of failing Math and Physics I even dream of it T_T They said when you dream of a test paper, you are not ready for it. YES I’M TOTALLY NOT AND I feel that time is not on my side even though there are still a number of days to the exam!!!

And sigh forever unproductive on weekends. Only did 2 LA Compres today (although I did massive filing for 3 hours ๐Ÿ˜€ which I’m extremely proud of).

Stuck at Pressure assignment Question 1.. still can’t figure out the method. Sigh, blame myself for not trying to understand during lesson -_- and now I die at home. :/ Okay my blog posts recently are gonna be very short and mugger I guess -_- Boring lifestyle holy.

Hold on Huiping because you’ll see brighter days~ effort will pay off eventually yeah.

Owl lifestyle

Hmm, taking a pause from my Brownian Motion after dinner (but I’ll probably continue mugging like a tard after this blog post)

And I’m gonna be sleeping at 9pm, and gonna wake up at 2.30am to continue with my revision! Yes, leading an owl lifestyle now (and it’s EXTREMELY effective because no one is awake at 3am to disturb you- hah.) But this means I’ll be ignoring all messages sent to be from 9pm onwards (which is like the peak??) Let’s hope I’ll be able to keep up with this lifestyle until the end of my exams- and hopefully I won’t fall asleep doing any shit in school hahaha. If this doesn’t work after a while I’ll probably switch back to the regular distracting lifestyle ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

Alright, that’s not the point. Surprisingly I’m taking quite a positive mindset towards my studies this time- not the “Die lah test next week I haven’t study anything” but instead “Haha I’m gonna be ahead of class” kinda thing. It’s surprisingly quite enjoyable- in fact I’m still wondering how I’m managing my Facebook addiction so well. I’m extremely active on Twitter now that my other half of social life is gone LOL. I wonder how satisfied I’ll feel when my social life officially comes back on the Oct 12 ๐Ÿ˜€

Let’s hope this will be a memorable mugging experience for me ๐Ÿ˜€

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Just now I had duck soup for dinner. Hmm.

The last time I had that for dinner was probably in P5 or P6? I remember during then, my parents were just changing shop from Clementi to Tiong Bahru (now they’ve already retired- but that’s not the point). And my family wasn’t doing very well then? Competitors like CK Dept & Shengsiong started popping out of nowhere and business got worse every day…

My maid cooked duck soup that day and then my Dad asked me “ไฝ ๅซๅฅน็…ฎ็š„ๅ•Š?” then duh it wasn’t. And after that my dad told my maid to stop cooking it because duck was very expensive ($7 to $12?) And the next time I drank duck soup was today.

I still remember how my dad gave my maid only $6 for dinner (me, my sis & my maid). He told us to buy something $2 each hahaha. And then we bought one big packet of hokkien mee + one packet of fried rice and we had to share amongst ourselves.. fully utilising the money given lol.

It’s not that I’m saying we were in dire straits last time, but I still remember the days when cash flow was tight and we couldn’t enjoy nice dining unlike now…? It’s not that we’re rich now (we’re far from that), but it’s like I’m happy now that my parents are earning (not earning, actually) sufficient to support the entire family.

It makes me feel so fortunate ๐Ÿ™‚ Shall stop complaining and end here abruptly- time to get back to Brownian Motion :S And oh bed time’s in 1.5hours hahaha.

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And ooh, by the end of the week, I’ll be nghuiping@live.com hahaha. Memories much… fruiteen@hotmail.com to fruitee@live.com to nghuiping@live.com. I wonder what other emails I’ll create in the future.

Mugging hiatus again

So the time of the year comes whereby I start to keep myself away from social networks again (I didn’t do that last year- probably Facebook didn’t affect me much.) Also I start to restrict the use of my phone (turning it off when I’m studying)… All’s done except for uninstalling MSN ๐Ÿ˜€ But I just can’t because I need answers hahaha! And sometimes when you’ve got a question you would need to ask people questions mah.

Damn shag today slept in Geog lol. Complacency got the better of me sigh, just because I was exempted from the subject it gave me the heck care feeling during the subject lesson.

Suffering from a pimple breakout :/ 5-6 on my face today. Probably gummies + coffee + 3.30am sleeping caused it bleh. Let’s hope my face condition will improve tonight.

Nothing much more to say in this space, besides the fact that I’ve got a throbbing headache now. Sigh why does this always happen after a nap it’s pulling away my concentration from my work. Needs to really mug Math tonight or I’ll just continue to be screwed during lessons ๐Ÿ˜ฆ