I actually think I’m having quite the time of my life at 18, despite the Prelims bells ringing. I’ve been eating way more than I should these few weeks (90% of the time I don’t even Instagram) and I’m literally becoming an all-rounded pig.
These pictures are my face my face and my face. Sorry to my parents, even though my fattyness right now is primarily due to my diet, I will continue to tell the whole world that it runs in the genes… (reminds me of the joke: nope, nobody runs in your family. HAHAHA.)
2. Attempt to burn out the pig
NDP! Every Saturday has literally been burnt HAHAHA not sure if I’ll regret when Prelims 1 come back with SUSU (NO PLS) but I chose it so I’ll do it. 🙂 Can’t wait for our OOTD shot on Saturday with our new clothes HAHAHA.
3. Then pig again
Korean BBQ with the 6S’s 4G! I was R E A L L Y hungry when I woke up at 8.30am and I had to wait 3.5 hours for food what the heck??? The hunger pangs consumed me by lunchtime such that I was no longer hungry at 11am… thank god my appetite came ALIVE the moment we entered the restaurant at 12pm HAHAHA. I’m never the one who roasts the meat at BBQ buffets, most of the time I’m only in charge of eating what’s edible HAHAHA. I ate so much chicken I think I might just become a chicken in my next life.
4. Then celebrate pig’s birthday
It was Gong’s 18th birthday! It was a surprise birthday celebration once again HAHAHA and this time I was in charge of luring her hehehehe how exciting it is to act stupid and tell so many lies HAHAHAHA. Actually, I really didn’t know where W39 was HAHAHA no guys yes I do stay at Clementi 🙂 I can’t believe it’s so near my house LOL I have a hippy cafe so nearby!!! 😀 I shall go there when I’m richer in a few weeks, totally blew my allowance over the past two days 😦
I’m soooo good at this lying nonsense it’s funny!!!!! HAHAHA WHERE IS MY AWARD OMG. The video by Chua really pieced the process of the whole surprise together and I actually think it pulled off really well. Kudos to Jiawen and Jiayue (woah Gong likes all the Jias???) who planned out everything in detail, 10 points for their effort omg.
Us camwhoring outside the toilet where Chenxi was made to change into her dress HAHA.
The entire cafe was stringed with the unglam photos of Gong (of which I was included in one of them and I think I’m the one who looks ugly instead omg)… Here’s me pointing at one for example HEHE
With the Red Velvet Cake from the cafe. Shit I was so poor and so broke that I didn’t have any money to get the main course, so I ended up eating two slices of the cake to fill my huge huge huge tummy omg. No wonder I am this size sob the calories in that cake and cream cheese frosting clearly exceeded that of any main course… 😦
and a Delta photo outside the cafe entrance HEHE. The person who took this photo has lots of skill man I really like this photo a lot- for the lighting and the positioning. I mean, a picture that fits nicely into Instagram must be a really nice photo HAHAHA.
I received my handwritten letter from 6 months (actually 5 months) back. Can’t believe it’s been half a year since the Cambodia trip, once again.
I actually managed to accurately predict my entire year from January- that I would be taking part in NDP “Better study hard on Sundays”; that I would be fretting over Geography “don’t be disheartened- remember failures don’t defeat you, you defeat failures” (shit I’m so deep 5 months ago HAHAHA); and many more more personal points.
There’s one line that hit me pretty hard though “It’s been 7 months, I wonder what will happen in another 6.” In retrospect, thank god nothing happened. I haven’t been on much of an emotional roller coaster this entire year except for my lovely men in my lovely dramas and that’s definitely something to be really pleased about. I fear getting myself involved in emotional exchanges, whether it be making a new close friend or just a passing acquaintance. All the time, I fear that I’ll get too close, before realising that a friendship was never meant to be. I’ve drifted apart from way too many people and the least I could do to prevent this is to avoid getting into unrequited friendships. And that’s why I am grateful for my innate obstinancy, for my resistance to any form of change.
“Never ever get discouraged by what people say to put you down, because you clearly know that you’re better than any of their nonsense.”
I said it to myself 5 months ago, I’ll say it to myself again. I live for myself and that’s that, I’ll never submit myself to the whims and desires of others. I must, and will keep that in mind.