Monthly Archives: July 2014

I’m bored teehee

If there’s one thing I can’t stand-

It’s misplacing my things wtf. Even losing a pen pisses me off so much- and in 2-3 months I’ve lost BOTH my BlackBerry and Samsung USB port, kill me please. My short BlackBerry port was always my favourite- it’s so convenient to bring around with the overweight portable charger because it was frigging SHORT and FAT, doesn’t break at the corner easily unlike the noob HTC wires. And then all the Apple iPhone 4 and iPod and iPad and whatever USB ports start appearing all around the house, except my USB port.

What’s worse is it’s always been attached to my computer, which means someone in my family took it out without my knowledge and then lost it for me. Omg so pekcek I need 20 eggs to throw right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Am I now supposed to pay for something that someone else lost FOR ME?????? WORDPRESS WHERE ARE THE EMOJIS I NEED???

Other than this pissing incident to start off a post (which really pisses me off wtf?????), happier things to note include… my grades??? I mean, what else can I talk about when it’s 98 days to the A Levels? HAHAHA.

Actually my grades are far from perfect but I must say it’s arguably the best set of results I’ve received in my entire JC life. Not straight As, not even a few LOL but I’m satisfied. It’s uncomparable to my Year 1 to 4 results of course (wonder how I managed to score like… 99 PERCENTILE LOL SERIOUSLY???), but it just feels pretty sweet because effort is finally paying off. My Starbucks weekends and $200+++ spent on frappucinos for the entire year are more justifiable now hehe 🙂 And it’s going to continue! I must say good results propel me to work harder than a shitty set of SUSUs, finally bade farewell to failing tests after tests. Please don’t come back.

On a side note, I really really hope to be able to go abroad for my studies. It means that I’ll be swimming in a pool of the cream of the crop, but that acts little as a deterrent to my wishes. Being away from home for such a long duration does scare me, but the prospect of possibly having new experiences in a completely foreign environment is really extremely encouraging 🙂 That desire alone is strong enough to power me with the motivation to continue working hard for the next few months. Really hope I won’t look back at this post one year later and find out that all these had just been empty talk 😦 I’m increasingly surrounded by people who have the opportunities to study abroad and it makes me really really envious.

Can’t wait to finish the syllabus so that I can REALLY begin on revising learnt content every single day instead of (still) rushing out tutorials. Sounds freaking mugger and disgusting but I am secretly happy that NDP is ending so that I can study at Starbucks on Saturdays…. HAHAHA GUESS THAT’S GOOD I’m starting to enjoy studying is it too late?

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But ah, won’t deny that I’ll miss NDP man. Can’t believe it’s 2 more shows to the end of it… training started as early as March and I can’t believe it’s ALL ENDING??? I guess I’ll do up a proper post when it actually ends. Bloody scary how did the year zoom pass? It’s August soon….. and Term 3 is flying by as usual. LOL crazy shit it’s a mere double digit count to A Levels now. Madness.

GONNA WATCH A MOVIE BEFORE I SLEEP HORRIBLE PRIORITIES BUT BYE. I’m not sure when I’ll appear on this site again HAHA. Last piano lesson in two days 😦

Piano

Lately I’ve been feeling pretty apologetic to my piano teacher because I’ve been turning up to my lessons pretty half-hearted with my last minute practice sessions before lessons, which makes me sound like a child jamming on piano keys. I’d love to learn how to play the piano so much, but as the big As loom nearer I can’t help but to give up on this very something that I’ve grown to really love. Specifically, I’ll be halting my lessons end July, which ties in nicely with the start of my teacher’s motherhood now that she’s 4-5 months pregnant (and btw her tummy is still smaller than me wtf).

I started only last May because I never really took an interest to music until one day I really yearned to play all the drama OSTs I have been listening to. Within a year I definitely haven’t accomplished much, but I’ve learnt enough to play a few songs I love and that’s already a considerable achievement for me given that I had zero musical background when I started.

Now that lessons are ending soon, I’m not sure how to react because I might never go back again and I’ll forever be stuck in this “1-year of piano lessons” stage that is definitely insufficient. Furtthermore, my teacher is likely to stop teaching because she needs to raise her kids, and music teachers require a sort of affinity…. I don’t know. It wouldn’t be the same with another teacher, I guess. Or perhaps it’s just an excuse I’m giving myself.

If I get a chance to study overseas, I’d still want to pursue piano lessons. I will make sure to continue my journey in piano when I’m in university, even though I’m getting really old for a new student already 😦

Old is gold

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Went to Teo Heng today to sing hehe. Post exams celebration much 🙂 Finally met up after 5 months omg, it’s been so long/so fast!!!! Agreed to meet up after 5 months again, when all I mean ALL our exams are over 🙂

I’m looking forward. Earnestly!

Exams end now please

Stupid WhatsApp conversations that keep me alive. This was like sent in a metre’s proximity from one another?! Retarded Ngs HAHAHA. Paiseh had to censor my bed hair really too cui even though I look cui on a daily basis anyway HAHAHA

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Ok right now I’m sitting at Starbucks bored out of my wits, slightly annoyed at how there aren’t much JC students anymore, and hell annoyed at my dismal productivity levels given that my least-prepared paper is TOMORROW 😥 15 hours time actually.

I wonder when will be the day I stop talking about exams and studies kanasai B>A Life pls PM me 😦

No not the end of Prelims 1

Heart is literally crying at all the “post CTs” “end of Prelims 1” on Instagram. Thank god I don’t have Twitter (at the moment la) to depress me even further. And thank god 90% of 6S ends papers on the last day too hehe.

What used to be a filled Starbucks with the congregation of students from almost every JC in the West has become so damn empty omg. I could go (empty) table hopping today I swear- I was the only JC student still mugging away on a Friday night WTH??

Then I wonder whether I’d have appreciated it if exams ended now now now but no I didn’t start on Human Geog until today (courting death btw Geog god and reading god please bless me with superb absorbing abilities) so I guess I should appreciate the (little) extra time I have to study!

Anyway I can’t wait for exams to be over to resume listening to my Chinese songs what on earth I AM SO SICK OF CLASSICAL MUSIC LOL I’ve listened to every track a dozen times omg. Not trying to be retarded by the way, research says Baroque music improves your memory retention rates by like 20% and who doesn’t know students like me are desperate…??? Man, if this works I swear I’d listen to classical music 24/7 HAHAHA

This weekend’s gonna be intensive but the next weekend is gonna be intensive dramaing before intensive mugging for Prelims 2 hehe, yeah Ng you could totally do this!!!!

Let’s go let’s go you worked so hard already don’t stop!!!!!!

Ok pointless post award goes to me just had to rant somewhere about the emptiness of Starbucks can’t I 😦